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• 2009-Aug-7 - Hear here
Hear here, I sit down case from bed, feel a warm blood press on towards the chest only violent - -
I receive telegram that father die lock up, extremely mournful to want definitely. A family flesh and blood, often keep in order to die,
I can't. In ten years in the prison, once 1,000 thought of me everywhere: Father is miserable and bleak and dies, mother's grief has not been informed.
Who dare reach I father that die of being wronged those, think, pay at one glance? Who dares to say to mother with pitiful that of mine
Even the words treating with courtesy of a few words? I seek all over kissing and drifting apart the near blood friend from head to foot well, ten thousand
Expect Zhang uncle colt call at somebody's house, offer condolences the dead and the first person of persons who born. Nowadays, I ask 10,000 everywhere: One
Married couple at I among all social relationships, it take where on earth it will be piece the the parents one? One married couple yes my parents
All favor while associating,how much weight does it have really? It is just that the friendship between gentleman appears indifferent but is pure like water; Only look
See the picture, eat and have a meal, chat. How could he compare with close relative that those blood vessels of father's are communicating?
How does he compare with those companions going through thick and thin together of father's? How was he once promoted, taken care of with those by father
Compare with person giving material assistance to it? The heart is scorned, it is obedient that social trends is beneficial. Blindly date relevant close thick person, like meteor fall
Die, for instance, the floating clouds fly away. One neither relatives nor friends to have nothing to do with people to have the department, sound your house silently at this moment
The door, to the ghost going far, send to a slice of grief, to the person who grows what has been held and kept, pass and conciliate and sympathize with. |
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• 2009-Aug-7 - I opened the door
Mother says: "Move to Jianguomen, I right away getting quiet, no one know new address. However, you
Guess and get, OK? Who comes to see me first? "
I have spoken a lot of names from relative's series. Mother says, it is not them.
I am from " peasants and workers " In the series, have chosen several names. Mother says, it is not them.
I have chosen several names from the series of China Democratic League. Mother says, it is not them.
I say: "If people these, if, let me think out really, who else can come on we
Family? "
"I think you can not guess, even I did not expect. In the afternoon of that day, I chose at home alone
The rice plans to braise suppers. Listen to the knock on the door sometimes, my heart has contracted closely. I'm afraid that rebels and sends getting our home
Address, come beating, smashing and looting. I ask on tenterhooksly: '? ' one voice of woman at the door
: ' here, whether is Li JianSheng's elder sister's residence? ' of her with Jiangsu and Zhejiang Provinces accent, at all I
Familiar with. Busy with asking: ' who are you? ' door stranger answers: ' I am Pan Su, come to visit elder sister Li specially
. ' I opened the door at once, saw suddenly, it was Pan that usually stood there as expected, I drew her to enter the door once.
What I have not expected even more is, uncle Zhang's colt stands behind her. Disappear in a few years, before elder person's body has already been not so good as
,The hair is white. Cotton shoe on the foot, is full of mud and soil. In order to look at me, from Di'anmen to Jianguomen,
I wonder how many distances this two has been always taken. " |
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